currently favourite song

Hilangnya Cintamu -- Ost Lagenda Budak Setan

Bila cinta kini
tak lagi bermakna
Yang rasa kini
Hanyalah nestafa
ditinggalkan cinta
masa lalu

Dulu kau tawarkan
manisnya janjimu
Dan ku sambut itu
dengan segenap hatiku
hingga engkau pergi tinggallkan ku

Hilangnya cintamu
menusuk hatiku
hingga ku memilih
cinta yang fana

perginya dirimu
merobek jantungku
hinggaku terjatuh
dalam harapan

life!!

my life is great now!
hater and stalker say wat ever u wanna say!im really dont mind! MYOB please.i dont give any reason for anyone to hate me, they create their own little drama out of pure jealousy.thankz make me famous.hee :) dont try insult me if u dont know me
i hate dat..juz back off k
my yayang always here for me ..

tq!

kelakar

Hehehe..
Arini aku ase klakar sngat smpai sakit perut xbole mkn..
Nurul la ni pg tnjuk page pompuan tu kat aku..
Hahaha..mmg klakar ain,nel n ummi sjak ble that girl pndai shopping n ske shopping?
Hahaha..bru blaja kot..yela..org bnyak duit kot!

Bak kate ain sume nk ikot org..tol x syg?
Tu je nk update!bosan n klakar..
Geng nnt kte jmp ujung bln ni k..
Xsaba nk jmp..rndu!!

??

huish!
lme nyer da xupdate blog ni kan..
da berhabuk ase nyer blog ni..
sorry la wahai blogku..
agak bz kebelakangan ni..

nak cite ape erk?
aku pon xtau..
sbb bnyak sngat bnda yg da berlaku..
tp nsib baik yg best best je..
hee :)

kawan kawan saya rndu kamu..
bile nk jmp agak nyer..
xsabar nk jmpe..
nnt kte jmpe ok..

p/s : ex-housemate n classmate missyousomuch!!

21

hola..lame nyer xupdate kan..

haih!agak bz skrg ni.mklum la org da kje.hee!

so xde mse nk update..bkn stakat nk update xde mse..on9 pon xde mse..

mcm sedih je kan..tp ni la kehidupan.yeah!!

5 feb aritu bfday aku yg ke-21..argh da tua..

tua pon best gak..dpt adiah yg paling best n paling mahal..hee!

thankz mak n abah..

thankz jugak kat syg 4 da bfday party n present..sngat best n xkn lpe.hak3!

thankz kat kwn kwn yg ade mse party tu xlpe jugak yg wish!ingat jugak kat korang kat aku..

14 feb ari yg paling best..genap aku setahun ngan die..

even mcm mcm yg kte lalui..ilysm syg!

idop skrg da makin sempurna..

dah xde radio burok yg suka amik tahu hal kte syg..

hee!pastu dpt adiah bfday ibu bagi..thankz ibu..

yeah!mcm mcm nk cter tpi xde idea la..

erm pape pon aku dpt ase yg idop aku skrg makin sempurna n tenang..

sejak xde radio burok..skrg aku happy ngan kwn kwn n family yg support aku xhnti hnti..

bkn kwn yg nk jatuh kan aku tau!!hee!

so ko xpayah la thegeh hegeh nk berbaik ngan aku k..

all ever wanted!

I'm so alone, here on my own

And I'm waiting for you to come

I want to be, a part of you

Think of all things we could do

Please

Please, don't hurt me anymore.

I can't take it.

Enough from what I have been through.

And please don't dissapointed me.

It make me feel so stupid and useless.

Thank You.

Haters,keep doing shit to me..It aint bring me down..Glad that you wrote such a stupid thing at fb, diary or wtf things..because u sounds like an idiot and to me it is more like jealousy and nobody trust u!hahaha :)..maybe u were jealous with my life.If i dont mess with you,then what is the point of your doing?Must be jealous..FULLSTOP!

last day

hallo..

haa arini abes la practical kat kastam ni..

haish!cepat plak ase 3 bln..(mmg nk cpt pon bosan)

tadi ade jmuan sikit tok perpisahan..

tharu la gak kan..

skrg mcm mcm yang aku ase..

aku pon xtau ape sbnar yg aku ase..hee!

serabut serabut!epy ade sedih sde susa ati pon ade.hahaha :)

gila kan.adoi!ape la nk jadi ngan aku nih *sigh*

xtaw la nk update ape..mcm mcm cite,mcm mcm kesah..bnyk sgt..

cume aku je xnyempat nyempat nk update,

okla..dengan masuknye tahun baru aku pon nk baru gak..hehe..

selame nie just suke pendam je ape yg aku rase..

aku xbrani nk update lebey lebey kt blogg nie(takot org lain yg terasa)

tapi ape aku kesah?dulik r skrg!! hehe..

lina try to be brave..maybe before this i keeping it myself..

that meant im not really be myself in my own blogg..

so now what im feel,what i see,what i touch i will update here..so who cares!!

about s.a.h.a.b.a.t..

i dunno who my trully mully friend are..

really..

because last time,someone who used to be my friend..

"good friend" now turns to..ntahla..aku pon tataw nk explain cane..

last year, 2009 was really good year actually but end of that year..mcm mcm jadik kat aku..

life aku totaly change.kadang-kadang kite ingat 'orang' tu suke ape yang kite suke,

'orang' tu bole share share opinion & problems,

'orang' tu bole wat lawak budus & jackass same same orang tu adalah 'good friend' kite..

tapi sebenarnye yeke 'orang' tu 'good friend' kite??tu yang wa wonder. kadang kadang aku terfikir what is the meaning of 'good friend'.aku teringin nk ade bestie yg phm diri kite yg sebenar2nya..

instead of talking about us behind our back..someone who really care about us instead of take a granted on our friendship.maybe i should stand on my own feet.dont care about people talking,what im care bout is only my family & my soulmate :))

dulik la orang ckp aku nie selfish ke ape ke.sebab aku xrase having a 'good friend' is a complete life,cube kalo kite susah.ade orang kesah??yang orang sebokk kan adalah menyibuk hal orang lain.bile kite nk opinion orang tu.pleasela bg positive opinion rather than kondem org je.who the hell are they??start look at own ass la dont stare people ass ok??senang kate g mam***..

nobody!

You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change. (Saranghae)

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to, to make me leave ya
I know what you're thinking
Baby why aren't you listening
How can I just
Just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know it's not right so
Just stop and come back boy
How can this be
When we were meant to be

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why can't we just, just be like this
Cause it's you that I need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I
I feel when I'm with you, no one will ever do

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so
You know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want no body, body
I don't want no body, body

Honey you know it's you that I want, it's you that I need
Why can't you see~

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody (2x)

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
So tell me why can't it be
Please let me live my life my way
Why do you push me away
I don't want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you.

kata orang dan orang kata

Salah satu kata kata yang amaluz zaman mazelan dan ain cakap aku simpan dlm kepala otak ;


"lina, jangan dengar cakap orang. Mereka akan cuba jatuhkan kita.
Dia buat kita rasa kita jatuh. Padahal tak. diaorg suka tgk ko sedih.nk ke?"


sygku dan ain adalah satu satunya orang yang aku tak pernah menidakkan kata kata semangat dia.


Sekarang ada dua situasi.
1) Kata Orang.
2) Orang Kata.

Kata Orang, dia lebih kepada orang yang suka berkata kata.
Dan orang kata lebih kepada "Tapi dia kata awak ni bodoh. Bukan saya, dia kata".



Siapa siapa yang berkawan dengan aku. Padan muka.

Sebab aku ni jenis cakap lepas.
Aku suka, aku cakap.
Aku tak suka, aku maki.
Outspoken lebih tepat.

Tapi orang sekarang suka mengunakan orang spesis aku demi kepentingan sendiri.
Spesis "straight-forward." macam aku.


Contohnya ;
A : "Wehh dohh. Aku bukan apa. tapi lina kata macam macam dowh, pastu die perli aku macam macam pasal ko pon die ckp macam macam." Bukan aku, lina kata.
B : Babi. Mulut dia memang. sampai skrang aku da xrapat ngan diaorg sume tu.sejak ko muncul.tnggu la satu ari nnt diaorg tau gak ko sape. aku bkn jenis ko suka amik tau hal org!phm?

Orang akan percaya. Sebab aku jenis nya cakap lepas.

Tapi kalian semua. Aku jenisnya bukan begitu yaa.
Aku ni akan cakap depan kau kalau aku tak suka.
Aku takkan layan kau.
Langsung.
Kecuali kau ikhlas mau kawan aku.


Jadi. Tolong lah jangan dengar kata orang dan jangan pernah bertutur pakai ayat "orang kata".
Aku paling benci. Paling bosan.
Lagi lagi dengan karenah orang macam ni.

Pergi lah mati kalau depan aku ko pijak semut pon xmati ko pk aku xtau la sume tu?
Sebab sekali aku ludah, aku ludah sampai mati.
Biar busuk, biar jadi babi.


yeah!huhuhu :)

hello,can you please say party?

BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE DANCING.

bye bye 20!

omg aku akan melangkah ke umur 21.hoho
dh tua rasannya.bnda ni la paling aku xsuka bila tahun baru sebab makin lama makin tua.so dah tak boleh nak berperangai macam budak2.nanti orang mengata.
so better berubah menjadi lebih matang.harapan.
carik kawan2 baru.need sangat.bukan sekadar kawan but more 2 bestfreind.i need it.
susah nak baca sikap seseorang kadang2. nampak macam ok sebenarnya belakang kite xok.
kadang baik kadang x.tapi bila baik,baik sangat2 macam malaikat tapi bila jahat macam setan.susah nak percayaakan orang sekarang,susah sangat2,susah la sebab benda2 lepas.tapi kalau orang 2 cakap die dah berubah ke patut ke percaya.tapi yang sebernya kita pon tak tahu isi hati seseorang atau aku yang terlamapu memikirkan sesuatu yang tak berlaku lg.

Family , boyfriend , boyfriends , bestfriends and girlfriends . Thank you for being the best part of 2009.